I am writing this article during a time of great pain.  I am doing this so as to capture the pain of sin as best I can.  If I wait until tomorrow and try to write this article it will not be the same as writing it during the pain I am experiencing right now.

Hidden under several towels I had been saving money in my kitchen drawer for almost one year.  I had saved several thousand dollars (the amount of which really does not matter) and I was happy about the blessings I received this year.  In order to share that happiness I found a family that claimed to be starving and in need of food.  So I decided to adopt them for Thanksgiving and help them out in any way I could.

I began by taking Jenny Gibson (the mother) to the store and buying over $600 in groceries to feed her family. I also drove her back to the apartment and watched the children carry in the groceries.  They were so hungry that they immediately devoured a sack of oranges; their little bodies craving Vitamin C.  Next, I took her children to the store and bought over $350 in clothing, including shoes and coats since they had none.  My heart was glad and I was so happy to see the happiness on the face of everyone in the family.

A few days later it was Thanksgiving.  The family was so grateful to me for buying their groceries that they returned the favor by bringing Thanksgiving to me.  I was so happy that they cared about me. In fact, we all prayed together and all the people in the family gave thanks that I was now a part of their lives.  Of course this caused me to drop my guard because I thought I had made some wonderful new friends.  And of course I never would have believed that they would steal all my money; especially knowing that part of it was earmarked for needy children and families at Christmas time.

The moment I found the money missing it felt like a bucket of cold water had been poured over my head.  Every bit of life drained out of me and I felt violated, like I had been raped. The amount of money I lost may be devastating but it is not the focus of my pain.  The actual pain of this sin is derived from the fact that I was deceived.  My heart hurts so bad because I really thought I had a family that cared about me and would possibly be in my life for a long time.  Since I have no children or living relatives I was hoping to be part of a family and fill my lonely life.  But the family I trusted had the ability to steal everything I had.  That hurts very deeply.  Even though I had come to their rescue during their time of need, they repaid me by financially hurting me so that it will take me months to regain the money that was stolen.

How can people do these things to people who are good to them?  I bet if you went to Jenny and Matt Gibson(s) house right now and confronted them with the truth, they would have an excuse already formulated in their brains.  I know because I have heard these lies all before and am fully aware that Satan enters into unsaved people and begins the temptation process.

From the events that occurred, I surmise the following:  Jenny must have been cooking Thanksgiving dinner and discovered the money I had hidden in the drawer.  However, she did not take it on that day because the money was still there on December 1.  Instead, Satan began tempting her. He told her that I had too much money and she and her family needed it more than I did. He probably told her that I was going to give away the money to help children anyway, and since her children needed help, it was okay to take the money and use it for them.  Of course there are a million more excuses Satan could have used, but regardless, he tempts people and they commit the sin.  Satan cannot actually commit the sin; he can only tempt the sinner.  God gave everyone a free will and this is one prime example of this free will in action.

Looking back I actually remember now when the money was stolen.  Although Jenny did not take the money from the kitchen drawer on Thanksgiving day she kept coming back to the house; but she was unable to gain access to the drawer without me noticing her.  Finally, she had a plan.  She called and asked if she could clean my house because she needed the money.  Of course I agreed because I wanted to help her out.  That was the perfect time to steal the money from the drawer.  In fact, she had her daughter Samantha drive to my house and meet her there so that Jenny could give Samantha the money and remove it from my house.  This way, if I found the money missing while Jenny was at my house, there would be no evidence she had it on her.

How do I know this?  Because while Jenny was cleaning my kitchen I felt an unrest and walked into the kitchen (close to the drawer.)  Samantha immediately jumped up, gave me a hug and said she had just dropped by to say hello and that she had to be to another appointment in 7 minutes.   It was during this time (when my mind was being diverted by Samantha) that her mother removed the envelope of money out of the kitchen drawer and handed it to her daughter, who promptly left.  I knew something was very odd about this and Jenny started cleaning the house very quickly claiming that her husband was locked out of the house and she needed to get home and let him in.  It is so sad the depth people go to think of lies that are so shallow and fake.  It amazes me every time.

What a fool I am.  Why did I trust this family? I spent the first two hours telling myself how stupid I was, but God soon showed me that I was being selfish.  I was focusing on my feelings, not the magnitude of the situation.  It was then God told me to count my blessings and take my eyes off myself.  He pointed out the following blessings I had received and how Jenny was already the loser:

1.   God has given me many gifts, including the ability to write.  I can always earn the money back that was stolen from me.  However, Jenny will spend the money she stole and still be poor. She has gained nothing.

2.  Jenny and her family have lost the love and support of a truly good person. I could have been a positive effect in her and her children’s lives for many years to come, yet Jenny gave all this up for a few thousand dollars that will be spent in ninety days or less.

3.  During the time of our brief friendship, two of her children spent a weekend at my house.  At that visit the children spent 7 hours asking me question after question about God, the Bible and the 1,000 year reign of Christ.  They were hungering for the truth.  I answered all their questions and was so filled with the Holy Spirit that I thanked God for using me to witness to the children in this manner.

Note: This benefit in itself is priceless. No amount of money could be worth more than this.

4.  This incident has also caused me to make haste in moving from the town of Colorado Springs to a rural area where I can direct my mind more toward the Lord. Although this is a beautiful place and tourists come here throughout the year to see its beauty, there are still mean and evil people who live in it.  Colorado Springs is a city just like any other city and Jenny and her family proved that to me beyond a shadow of a doubt.

5.  Although I lost quite a bit of money, I still have enough money in the bank to live; so the theft did not make me homeless or cause me to become an award of the state.

6.  I believe that God allowed this incident to occur because I was used by Him in a greater capacity than I can comprehend at this time (including writing this article.)  Therefore, instead of looking inward at my self and the way I feel, God has allowed me to see my own sin, bring it to light and thank Him for using me in a manner that will benefit His will.

Even though God showed me these blessings, the human inside of me still feels the hurt and pain that were caused by the sin that Jenny committed.  But I am learning how to take my eyes off myself and writing this article has been an excellent way to be cleansed and focus on the blessings I received from it.  Besides, the Bible says:

Romans, Chapter 12, Verse 19

Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.

It would have been better for Jenny to suffer the wrath of man rather than the vengeance of God, but Jenny has made that choice.  We need to pray for her conviction, not hate her; and hopefully this article will help you to turn your back on selfish behavior in your own life also.

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No — I haven’t been there and I am not basing this article on the eye-witness account of someone who has had an out-of-body experience. Instead of listening to mankind, you need to listen to what God has to say about the subject.

If you believe that Jesus was born of a virgin, died for our sins and rose on the 3rd day, just admit you’re a sinner and you’ll go to Heaven and be able to inherit your fortune! You’ll have riches beyond your wildest dreams! In fact, God said if He showed us what was in store for us after we die — our minds wouldn’t be able to handle it!

The most glorious mansion on Earth is a dump compared to the one Christ is building for you in Heaven. You’ll walk on streets of gold and angels will serve you. You’ll never go hungry or get sick again and you’ll never grow old. (No more searching for eternal life on Earth. You’ll have it automatically when you get off this Earth!)

No more will you cry or be afraid. You’ll get to see Jesus, the Creator of the universe face-to-face and be able to sit down and talk with Him. Everything He owns you will own also (which is everything that exists) because you and He will be as one olive vine. (That’s the purpose of the Marriage Supper.)

Now why would anyone in his or her right mind choose living eternity in torment, fear, darkness, dread, pain and “gnashing of teeth” over this glorious, peaceful and serene existence? If someone grabbed your hand and held it over a flame until it burned your skin off — would you wait until your hand healed and go back to have the skin burned off again? Wouldn’t you think someone who made this decision would be insane?

This simplistic example is exactly the same simple decision you have to make between God and Satan. And if you are an atheist (not believing in God or Satan) you are still against God. It all boils down to being “for” Him or “against” Him. There is no lukewarm decision or middle ground!

Many people have been turned off by religion because of fanatical thinking. Many religious figures have conned people out of money. You hardly ever see a preacher not asking for money on television and preying upon the emotional, religious values of people throughout the world.  I have personally known people who claim to be a Christian only to find out they went out last Friday night, got drunk, came home and beat up their wife — then went to church Sunday morning. (These people do not fear God and therefore do not have God living inside them.)

However, as human beings, we should not look upon the examples of other humans. Why? Just look at our track record. We have messed up our environment, put a hole in our ozone layer, created hunger and killed each other in numerous wars just because of “greed!” Therefore, since mankind hasn’t done such a great job, why should you be concerned with the example they set or the advice they give?

Look to God alone! If you start by just loving Him — and not looking for some electric bolt to come out of the sky to give you a special vision and purpose, you’ll find Him talking to your mind in a way you can understand. When people say, “I had a vision from God,” I cringe! Although God can do anything He wants to do, whenever He wants to do it — statements made by people with these claims are normally false or dreamed up to satisfy a greedy need to be accepted as a “law-abiding Christian.”

Most people who truly have a relationship with the Lord are normal, everyday people who live the best they can. They aren’t out screaming and yelling down people’s throats! Instead, they are practicing loving our Creator and learning more about Him. Remember the song, “Let Your Little Light Shine?” Without saying a word you can sense if someone is evil or good just by their actions. The spirit of God living inside you will let you know — don’t worry!

We are really very fortunate to have our Creator and should be overjoyed that he actually has allowed us to survive as a species as long as he has! Why not try experiencing true love in your life today?  Click here for your free gift of eternal life.

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I would like to take a few minutes and introduce myself.  You and I are getting ready to share the thoughts that are inside my mind through the individual posts on this website and I believe you would appreciate knowing something about me before we get started.

The first thing you should be aware of is that I am nobody special.  I do not consider myself to be a theologian, a graduate of a Christian university or even a person who attends church.  I am someone just like you; who lives a normal life every day.  God gave me the gift of being able to write so I decided to publish articles about events that have occurred in my life and in the process share my faith with you.

But I want to do so in such a manner as not to dictate but rather to enlighten and share with you the events I have personally encountered in my personal interaction with the Holy Spirit. Then you can make up your own mind as to how you wish to apply this new knowledge to your own life, or even decide to dismiss it. The choice is entirely up to you.

Secondly I would like to make you aware that some of the things I talk about in this book may be very shocking to you – so brace yourself.  That’s because I have a special section of this book dedicated to articles about satan and hell.  Many people living today automatically place a person in the category of “insane” if they mention the existence of satan and hell.  But, this was not the case 50 years ago.  So rather than be quick to judge and accept the lies of the present, find out what most churches used to preach 50 years ago and beyond.  You may find that you are missing some very important key elements that could enhance your spiritual life.

Okay, Let’s “Humanize” Me

Like most people, I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. My mother was mentally ill and my brother was an alcoholic; but I had a wonderful, loving dad who taught me about Jesus Christ. Growing up in this atmosphere forced me to look for and desire something different for my life.  I began withdrawing into my bedroom where I wrote letters to about 15 different pen pal friends across the world.  I had one pen pal named Allison who lived in Trinidad.  She had never had a pair of American jeans (this was the early 1970s); so I sent her a pair of Wranglers.  It took almost 3 months for the jeans to get from Ohio (USA) to Trinidad but when they did, Allison was the “talk of the town.”

Also, in another attempt to withdraw from my dysfunctional family, I worked outside the home babysitting, packing groceries, cashiering and even a cook at Burger King.  I always had my own money because I wanted to have the ability to leave my parents home if things became too violent.

Now that I look back on it, I am thankful that I grew up in a dysfunctional family.  If my family would have been kind, encouraging and loving, I may never have developed the skills of independence that I have today.  So, do not feel sorry for me because I was raised in such a bad atmosphere.  The God I serve had it all work out to my advantage and I love Him for it.

At the age of 17 I graduated from South High School in Columbus, Ohio.  Less than 3 months later I was headed west on I-70 in my 1965 Ford Falcon.  I was first influenced to go west when I saw the movie Easy Rider at the South Drive-In.  When I watched the movie I saw a “way out” from the horrible home life I had suffered throughout my childhood.  I knew there had to be a better way of life where people did not do and say mean things to hurt each other.  I  just did not feel that this was the way Jesus Christ wanted His creation to live.  The Bible I read told me that God wanted me to live happy and peaceful on this Earth; so I was going to find this “freedom” even if it took me a lifetime.

I look back on it now and I cannot imagine that I drove over 1,500 miles from Columbus, Ohio to Cheyenne Wells, Colorado totally alone and did not get killed.  But that is how much times have changed.  It was 1977 when I crossed country and I remember sleeping at roadside rests.  I would pull into a roadside rest, write my license plate number on a clipboard and sleep in my car.  A park ranger came by every two hours, checked the license plate numbers on the clipboard and made sure the people were okay.

After sleeping in a car (especially the small back seat of a 1965 Ford Falcon) for several nights I was ready to sleep in a real bed.  After three days of driving across country, I pulled into Cheyenne Wells, Colorado (just a few miles outside the Kansas border) and spent the night at the Trails Inn Hotel on Route 40.  I thought I was in grand luxury to finally have a bed to sleep in and I was also excited to wake up and see the Rocky Mountains since it was dark when I arrived in Colorado.

But those were the days before Google Earth was invented.  I was unaware that the Rocky Mountains did not begin until you were in the center of the state (Colorado Springs.)  So, when the sun came up in Cheyenne Wells, and I could see nothing but flatland, my dream was crushed.  (For some reason at the time, I associated freedom with mountains.) But instead of asking someone where the mountains were, I tucked my head down in shame and proceeded driving back to Ohio.  To me, my dream of freedom was going to be delayed. I would have to look for it someplace else beside Colorado.  (Oh my, the limited and inexperienced mind of a 17 year old.)

On my way back to Ohio I decided to take a detour and see some states that I had never seen before.  I remember driving by Oral Roberts University in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma because I saw the praying hands sculpture  I then stopped to see a friend of my mother’s in Searcy, Arkansas and stayed with her a couple of months.  Nelta owned a restaurant and I worked waiting tables and washing dishes to pay for my food and lodging as well as build up some money for the road.  We had a great time working together and Nelta was very good and kind to me.

After leaving Arkansas I drove to Memphis and saw the Grand Ole Opry and Graceland.  I am really not into country music but my parents had always wanted to come here and I was interested to see what made them excited.  I didn’t find anything I liked so I just drove through quickly on my way to North Carolina; playing my AC/DC and Lynyrd Skynyrd music instead.

Next I zig-zagged around and ended up in Charlotte, North Carolina and a very strange thing happened.  Overnight they had a freak ice storm.  When I got up the next morning, the antenna on my car was bent over and encased in two inches of ice.  It was the strangest thing I had ever seen.  I began chipping my car out from under this block of ice and it took me four hours before I could get inside to turn the key on.  After I warmed the car up, the rest of the ice melted.  Wow! That was a weird experience.

And the day got weirder.  As I traveled along the road, my car kept slipping into ditches.  But since the traffic was moving so slowly, when a car slipped into a ditch, the people in the car behind would rush and push them out of the ditch either with their hands or with their own vehicle.  Of course the ditches were not very deep but the emotional roller coaster of sliding every few feet was enough for me.  After several hours of this, I finally slid into a ditch that was also covered in snow.  I decided I had enough, so I simply got out of my car and walked to a fire station because I know that fire trucks can travel easily in snow and ice.

I left my car in the pile of snow and had the firemen drive me to the Salvation Army (remember, I am very poor at this stage in my life and cannot afford to stay at a hotel.)  The first thing I saw when I walked in the front door was a picture of Jesus Christ.  I broke down in tears because I knew that He had been watching over me all day.

The Salvation Army where I stayed was in a large home, similar to a bed and breakfast you may be used to in today’s world.  Everyone who stayed there helped with cleaning and cooking and I enjoyed the positive “family type” atmosphere.  I stayed at the Salvation Army for 5 days until the snow and ice melted.  During that time I met a lady who had 3 children.  The lady had been badly beaten by her boyfriend, who tossed her and the 3 kids out in the snow and ice.  It was pitiful and my heart went out to her.

Note:  I still donate  money and items to the Salvation Army, simply because of how good they treated me during this North Carolina experience.

When the snow had melted I figured it was time to find my car and get out of Charlotte.  I took the lady and her three kids with me and left, hoping to find a place for her to live and the kids to go to school.

Realizing that I did not have the resources to take care of four people I had heard about a commune called Twin Oaks in Louisa, Virginia.  We drove to the commune and spent almost a week there to see if the kids could adapt to this style of living.

Staying at Twin Oaks was another really cool experience.  We milked goats and drank goat’s milk instead of cow’s milk.  I got to try my hand at making hammocks out of hemp rope, which is the strongest material one can use to make a hammock.  I participated as a teacher for children who were being home schooled and I was introduced to water beds and coed toilets.  (Even though I do not like coed toilets, to this day, I have slept on a water bed since my visit to Twin Oaks.)

After our 5 day trial, the members of Twin Oaks asked us to join them and live there permanently.  But Twin Oaks had one stipulation I could not accept.  They wanted me to give up my car so that it would become community property.  At 17 years old, this could never happen. I loved my car and I was not about to let anyone else touch it or drive it.  After discussing this with my friend, she did not want to stay either, so we left and looked elsewhere.

To make a long story short, I stayed with my friend and her children for almost a month until they found a government apartment to live in and food stamps to buy them enough food for a period of time.  But this experience also made me realize that I did not want to live like this.  I did not like being poor and raising children who are exposed to the abusse of this world.  So I faced the fact that I needed an education to live in the manner that I felt the most comfortable.  That was when I drove back to Columbus, Ohio and began working as a legal secretary.

Why a legal secretary and not immediately enroll in college?  Because it was rare for women to attend college in the 1970s.  Instead, we worked as secretaries inside offices.  Initially I chose the legal field because it paid the most money per hour.  Since I had a typing speed of 80 words per minute coming out of high school, most attorneys were seeking this level of speed because legal secretaries typed legal documents. The role of the paralegal was virtually unheard of in 1977.

I will not bore you with all the details about my career accomplishments.  These accomplishments have been published in biographical sketches and interviews so I will not repeat them here.  But I will jump ahead to 1982 and let you know that that was a very important year in my life.  It was the year I was saved.  The date was May 14, 1982 and I was at a Baptist Church in Dalton, Georgia at the time.

From 1982 until 1992 I spent building my career and attending college for two years at Columbus Business University.  In 1991 my mother and dad had retired and moved to St. Paul, Virginia (their hometown).  In January of 1993, mother had a series of brain strokes and I moved from Columbus, Ohio to take care of her.  From 1993 until 2000 I took care of both of my parents on a full-time basis.  As their health grew worse, I moved them from St. Paul, Virginia to Bristol, Tennessee where they could be closer to a hospital. At the time, mom and dad only had an income of only $1,400 per month so it was a financial struggle to take care of their needs.  However, God performed many miracles in my life during those years and I witnessed the power of God on many occasions, which increased my faith and relationship with Jesus Christ.  My dad died June 17, 1997 and my mother died on November 11, 2000.

Up until the time of my parent’s death, I lived my life from paycheck to paycheck; it seemed I could never save any money or establish any consistency in my income.  In fact, in 1988 I filed bankruptcy because my department closed down and I lost my job.

But as soon as my parents died, God began blessing everything I touched.  The books I had been writing over the past several years began to selland generate an income.  Beginning in the year 2000 I was financially able to establish my first savings account (with more than $5 in it) as well as the ability to purchase Series EE bonds and invest in the stock market.  It was an unbelievable time for me because I knew that I was being blessed for the eight years I struggled taking care of my parents.  My only regret is that I did not have much money during the time they were alive.  I could have afforded better medical supplies and nurses to help take care of them.

But God did not just stop with blessing me financially. He blessed me by also directing my path back into the legal world.  Here is how it happened: I was so thankful to God for all the wonderful things He had done for me during the 8 years I took care of my parents that I decided to leave the legal world and work for a church so I could be closer to Him and honor Him.  But sometimes, God has other plans in mind.

Because dad had refused to die in Columbus, Ohio, I honored his wished and waited until he died in 1997.  Then I moved mother back to Columbus, Ohio so I could put her in a better nursing home than what was available in the distressed area of upper east Tennessee.

Shortly before her death I began working for a Unity Church on Maize Road in Columbus, Ohio. The church was called the Unity Church of Christianity, so I thought it was based on the teachings of Jesus Christ.  Little did I know that they used the name “Jesus Christ” but they picked only certain parts of the Bible to base their faith upon and dismissed the parts of the Bible they did not agree with.

I entered many debates with the minister as well as the assistant minister on these issues and we compared Bible passages to understand the differences between our faiths.  During these debates (which were actually calm discussions) I spent a great deal of time studying the Bible so I could find passages to support my viewpoint.

It was a wonderful time because I would spend every day absorbed in God’s word.  I studied different versions of the Bible, compared the differences and researched other religions such as the Mennonite, Catholic and Mormon (not necessarily in that order.)  By studying and understanding other religions I was able to make the best choice for myself.  And the best choice for me personally is to follow the Lord Jesus Christ; whom I love with all my heart, soul and mind.

However, my life at the Unity Church was about to change.  One day when I was working in the office I received a call from the electric company stating they were going to disconnect the service.  I assured them this was a church and that the bill had been paid.  They asked for verification so I went to the records room and began searching for the bank statement to show the electric bill had been paid.  But I found something more.  I found that the minister (Deborah Williams) had been charging her personal expenses to the church and there was no money left in the account to pay the $2,000 electric bill for the church.

I made copies of the financial statements showing these illegal transactions and met with the Board of Directors of the church.  Through a long, drawn out process, the minister was dismissed; but in the process, the entire congregation was torn in two and never fully recovered.  There is no doubt in my mind that God used me for a purpose in breaking up that particular church. Besides, I had already discovered satanic symbols stored in their attic and was told they were used for rituals; but God knew this was not His church and used me to break it up.

To some people, this experience may appear to be a rejection from God. On the surface I wanted to work for His ministry but He allowed this horrible experience to happen to me.  But look what God did for me instead; He allowed me to participate in His Will and accomplish a job for Him.  This is something much better than what I could have ever prayed for.  Therefore, God DID use me for His service. It was me who started with good intention and a desire to please God – and it was God who took the whole thing to another level and allowed me to accomplish my goal beyond my wildest dreams.

Like God says:  “Yet ye say, The way of the Lord is not equal. Hear now, O house of Israel; Is not my way equal? are not your ways unequal?” Ezekiel 18:25

Therefore, things that appear one way to us, appear another way to God.  We can never be equal to God. In fact, throughout eternity we will always be unequal.

Another example is that people tend to forget that as parents, they know to give or not give their children certain things.  A baby reaches for a hot burner on the stove.  The parent immediately grabs the baby’s hand to prevent it from burning.  The baby cries because he or she wanted to touch the burner.  The baby had no clue that the burner would be hot.

How do you think the baby feels? He or she is mad because they did not get their own way.  But as a loving parent, you prevented the baby from pain and possible scarring for life.  You did the right thing; the baby just doesn’t know it.  In fact, the baby will not even remember the incident in a few minutes.

Now, take this scenario, multiply its effect by 20 million and you may begin to understand how God is the parent and we are the children of God.  Not everything we ask for is fulfilled and not everything that happens to us will be easy to understand.  It could take 20, 30 or 50 years before you understand why certain things happen to you; or you may be like Job.  He never knew why he was chastised because he had committed no sin.  However, this is where faith comes in.  One verse in the Bible that provides me with the promise that has got me through very tough times in my life is:

“And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose.” Romans Chapter 8, Verse 28

Therefore, as long as I am saved, love God and am called according to His purpose, anything that happens to me will be for my own good.  In the same manner that your children love and respect you because you have been a good parent, you are to love and respect God, the Creator of you and everything else in existence.

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